A doctor's journey through addiction, death and the American judicial system. Addiction is destroying the world and even worse, it is destroying the individual. It is becoming common place to read of overdoses in the news and hear of deaths related to impaired individuals. Addiction is due to a spiritual illness and may be cured with a spiritual awakening. This is my journey and I have discovered a world and truth previously hidden from me. A truth obscured by intoxication. In AA they say to stick with the winners. This is a time tested philosophy. The spiritual awakening required for long standing sobriety is revealed within these pages. I humbly offer it to you.